i'm back. hahas. just had my lunch. now resting awhile. before going back to revise. exams! they are driving me crazy! boooo! D:
today, simply stayed at home. intended to go pick baby up, but she said it's ok. so stayed at home to revise. good boy? *baby, reward me* (:
this morning, i woke up. i saw your msg, in which i felt really very touched and surprised. BABY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THANK YOU! really. (: thanks for everything you had done, changing for the better and etc. i really do appreciated for all that you had done, and also those that you are trying to do/change. i know, i noticed, i felt. it touches my heart. (:
i felt so blessed to have you by my side. really. there is no hurry to change. it's ok. do take your time. no one is perfect. who is?
this includes me & you. there are many many stuffs that we do have to change. right baby?
so take your time. i know you are trying. i can see, i can sense.
seeing you put in the effort, i am really very happy. (: the brand new you, me, us. the brand new life. i will try to change to the best i can asap k?
for you, i am willing to sacrifice anything for you, changed just for you, going the extra mile if it makes you happy.
i am just an ordinary guy, who is just crazy in love with you. thinking far, knowing what i want. and thats you.
there are so many, many wants in life. but there is only a want in my life that to me, which is a need.
and thats just to be with you. a strong feeling, a strong desire each day, to walk down this road ahead with you, no matter rain or shine, no matter smooth or rough, i will still want to hold your hands, and be by your side, guiding you thru this path.
looking at my chc diary, it reminds me of a few phrases, that really does helps me in my life.
' God will forgive all our sins that we had done, but this doesn't means that we can continue to keep doing more sins, knowing he will forgive us still. We should not be taking advantage of this chance to create more sins/wrongdoings. '
- we should really try and learn from our mistake. no one is perfect. everyone will commit sins/wrongdoings, but if you are willing to change, i believes one day your hard works will be paid off. why not change, rather then doing more sins/wrongdoings? and hurt your loved ones and yourself?
' We nust be broken down, then will we be able to shine once again. We will then change for the better. '
- We must fall, we must be lousy. this then will light be shine thru us. we must fall, then will we able to climb up again.
there are many more more points that had affects my life greater. they are an important to me, and had changed me both inside out.
thinking but, jesus did helped me alot. when i asked for something, he mostly sees that the wish comes true. to you people, it may be a mircle or so, but i had exprience it.
god hint me, taught me to live and lead a better life. god changed me, turned me to be a better person, a more useful person.
being a more responsible bf, a good friend, he gave me and taught me about righteous, being patient, and forgiving pple.
it's the past alrdy, baby. dont look back, but look ahead. we will walk hand-in-hand till the end of the road ok? dont think about the wrong-doings, but think about how you can improve. (:
but dun worry, there's no hurry. i will guide you to the right direction. i believes that you can do it. jyjyjy!
thanks for everything, trying or so, i sense it. i really happy and appreciated it alot.
lastly,
' courage is the capacity to do what even if it is unpopular.'
