i'm back. hahas. just had my lunch. now resting awhile. before going back to revise. exams! they are driving me crazy! boooo! D:
today, simply stayed at home. intended to go pick baby up, but she said it's ok. so stayed at home to revise. good boy? *baby, reward me* (:
this morning, i woke up. i saw your msg, in which i felt really very touched and surprised. BABY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THANK YOU! really. (: thanks for everything you had done, changing for the better and etc. i really do appreciated for all that you had done, and also those that you are trying to do/change. i know, i noticed, i felt. it touches my heart. (:
i felt so blessed to have you by my side. really. there is no hurry to change. it's ok. do take your time. no one is perfect. who is?
this includes me & you. there are many many stuffs that we do have to change. right baby?
so take your time. i know you are trying. i can see, i can sense.
seeing you put in the effort, i am really very happy. (: the brand new you, me, us. the brand new life. i will try to change to the best i can asap k?
for you, i am willing to sacrifice anything for you, changed just for you, going the extra mile if it makes you happy.
i am just an ordinary guy, who is just crazy in love with you. thinking far, knowing what i want. and thats you.
there are so many, many wants in life. but there is only a want in my life that to me, which is a need.
and thats just to be with you. a strong feeling, a strong desire each day, to walk down this road ahead with you, no matter rain or shine, no matter smooth or rough, i will still want to hold your hands, and be by your side, guiding you thru this path.
looking at my chc diary, it reminds me of a few phrases, that really does helps me in my life.
' God will forgive all our sins that we had done, but this doesn't means that we can continue to keep doing more sins, knowing he will forgive us still. We should not be taking advantage of this chance to create more sins/wrongdoings. '
- we should really try and learn from our mistake. no one is perfect. everyone will commit sins/wrongdoings, but if you are willing to change, i believes one day your hard works will be paid off. why not change, rather then doing more sins/wrongdoings? and hurt your loved ones and yourself?
' We nust be broken down, then will we be able to shine once again. We will then change for the better. '
- We must fall, we must be lousy. this then will light be shine thru us. we must fall, then will we able to climb up again.
there are many more more points that had affects my life greater. they are an important to me, and had changed me both inside out.
thinking but, jesus did helped me alot. when i asked for something, he mostly sees that the wish comes true. to you people, it may be a mircle or so, but i had exprience it.
god hint me, taught me to live and lead a better life. god changed me, turned me to be a better person, a more useful person.
being a more responsible bf, a good friend, he gave me and taught me about righteous, being patient, and forgiving pple.
it's the past alrdy, baby. dont look back, but look ahead. we will walk hand-in-hand till the end of the road ok? dont think about the wrong-doings, but think about how you can improve. (:
but dun worry, there's no hurry. i will guide you to the right direction. i believes that you can do it. jyjyjy!
thanks for everything, trying or so, i sense it. i really happy and appreciated it alot.
lastly,
' courage is the capacity to do what even if it is unpopular.'
do think thru what i worte. (:
I ♥ YOU
Monday, August 25, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
done some thinking. ehh. maybe many thinking & thoughts. i'm far from expectation! i got to wake up. school's work, being a good son, a good bf. i had failed badly in those above. maybe i had done a bad job.
*thoughts* *thoughts* *reflections* *reflections*
and finally came up with an conclusion. i will want to change. a new resolution! (:
t-boy will be back, replacing the 'lousy' superboy. make made my mind, going to see that i will do my very best to changed within the quickest time.
resolutions; new me; new start. going to change for the best, the best i can be, for my studies, family, and most importantly, my love one, claris. (:
CLARIS: thinking back, i maybe had not been a wonderful bf at all. i'm sorry baby. going to 9 months with you, been thur many ups & downs, thick and thins. yet this has made me realised and learn many things. maybe i didnt shower you with many cares and loves in the process. i'm sorry. i kinda nelgect you at times. i'm sorry to make you suffer when you're with me. making you upset. D: but thru those days, i really knows what i wants. many wants in life, yet none of them can be compared to a need i want. thats you. (: dont rewind back the past, but think for the futrue. hands-in-hands, walking down the road ahead. :D i ♥ you claris pang!
hahas. wow. lidong so........... eeeeyer. lols. romantic? hohoho. sometimes, must say out your feelings, let your loved ones know. they will be surprised, and touched. but if they are happy, so why not take the extra step, just for them? hahas.
many unpleasants things will happen. tides will be here. storms will be there. but if you have the determination to hold on, clear the path ahead, rainbow will de shone after it. no one's is perfect, no one wants to hurt or do something which is wrong. but at certain times, you yourself also couldnt control, at under this desire, you may made a mistake. but why not forgive and forget? hating someone, is so tiring. so why not just try to f&f? i believes things will be fine. dont think too much, just let the matter rest. believes strongly in the person, dont give up any hopes, and she/he will turn over a new leaf. maybe one day, the person really do changes? times, it will takes, but no worries. chances are meant to be given. i'm willing to give you many many chances. cause i believes, one day, you will wake up, and realised what you want. i'll be your pile of strength, to walk down this path with you.
where is my angel? exams! papers! HOW? DIE? boooos!
NICE? (:
RANDOMLY design! hohoho. yupps. heees.
gtg! must burn midnight oil. paper in 8 hrs time! D:
Friday, August 22, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
SORRY FOR NOT POSTING! dont really know what to post. maybe in the later day i will re-post. waiting for much MORE interesting stuffs to happen bah.
but still, a heart-felt praise for you.
GOOD-BYE!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
URGENT!!!!! this post is only for claris pang meishi. others, ignore it 1st. thanks. pls go and see my private blog. there is an impt post inside. i want u to comment after reading the post. thnks.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
it's my blog, my rule, my say. it's just going to be my style. & it's going to be UNIQUE. CHEERS! :DDDDD
today, met baby only at 2:25! :x woke up late, and got many stuffsto do, in results in the lateness.sorry baby. bus-ed to serangoon, and then train-ed to vivo. had lunch, and after that,was discussing where & what todo. :xx initially, was planning to study,but by the time we are done, it's already 4:00. this made us lost in the mood, causing the motivation to walk around then study. so we decided to head to town, so bus-ed down to suntec city.lols. from a study date, it transforms intoa town date. heees.
reached, walked around, and there's somethingthat caught our attention. there are lots of people near the fountain of wealth. went ahead to have a look.
this! this! this caught hundreds and thousands of people. lols! :xx
at first, we werelike blur. why is there so many people, huh? abd why all look up? lols. and finally saw 'siderman'.hahas. but he is sure good at it. it isn't easy at all. and look at the numbers of pretty girls attracted? WOW! heees.
somehow, what this man was doing, made me thought of a lightening lesson. lightening strucks at objects that are high. am i right? so when there's lightening, please stay indoor. aviod tall objects. right? if not, what will happen??
creative me came up with this design to explain to you. (:
hahas. =/
somehow, his 'stunts' attracted too many people. and this inconsiderate lady just came infront of us, thinking that she is invisible, she stayed there and blocked our views! i hate inconsiderate people, just like her. and guess what i did to her? i gave her a little token of appreciation. :DD
hohoho! :xx
after that, we went to walked around theshopping mall. went to the fountainof wealth, as baby was hungry again. oink! =p hahas. walking around, we were chosing where shall we dine in at.in the end, we settled at Just Noodles. it's REASONABLE, DELICIOUS and YUMMY!
orders taken, and we waited. baby scared me! she is such a molester!why? look below. :PP
ATTEMPT OF RAPE! lols. she suddenly came so close to me. what is she trying to do? LOL! i was so scared luhhs. hahahs!!
baby! still feeling so happy after she had molested me, lalalalas! blehs! xP
and finally! our foods had arrived! (:
deep-fried dumplings.
spicy chicken.
tom-yam chicken soup.
hahas. the food is dam delicious. i think you all should try it! the service, food, served, is all worth it. and i think we are going to be fat one day. x: booos! esp baby! lalalalalalas.
after that, walked to carefour, where we waited for the shuttlebusto city hall station. trained to hougang, then bus-ed 161.baby alighted half-way thur the jorney, and i contiuned to bus-ed to woodlands, and then trained home.
and thanks baby, for accompanying me talking on the phone. (:
some pics which are taken at conrad hotel:
and fianlly, after a day with baby, i felt..... tah-dah! my heart-felt words. LOLS!
thats all for today bah. xD thanks everyone for viewing. do tag for me ok? take cares.
v-boys loves t-girl! <333
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
HELLO!! (:
i'm back!hahas. decided to have an official post today. yay! hahas. finally? lols.
today wrote up slightly later then usual, about 11+. :xwas supposed to go to e-hub with baby to watch money no enough 2. but due to her 'extra' lesson for art, and some matters, we met at only 2pm? thats when our show starts.LOLS! then decided to go to amk hub to watch Love Guru, which starts at 2:30.but due to............., we were delayed too, which results in going to e-hub. baby. sorry. it's all my fault in the early afternoon. :C we were walking to the bus-stop, when we saw bus 88. we ran all the waythe bus-stop lah. :xxtiring. hahs. cause i was aguring with her, as i want to go amk instead. lols. ahem. baby. fun hor? lols.nvms. then when reached pasir ris interchange, we took bus to e-hub, whichis only 1 bus-stop away? cause that 'princess' says it's too hot to walk. -.-we then went to nebo city first, cause baby was impatient to sign up for her membership card. wanted to sign up for a year, but in the end, signed for 3years instead. clever baby?! grrrr. :xthen went to zone x to play. wow. baby was so 'man', playing the drum game. hohoho! then after that, omg. it's 4:45 le. she got tuition at 6? then were thinking where should we have dinner. in the end, i surprise her with Streets Cafe, a hong kong cafe. :x hahas. ordered, ate. was rushing thur everything, then suddenly, she said she don't want go tuition le, cause it's too rush for her, & she felt that she got some slight giddyness. BABY! take cares ok? hahas.so in the end, she bus-ed with me to amk. (: bought dipping donuts, and... it's.... ^%&*($&#. service, sucks. donuts, sucks. lols.walked to pasir ris interchange, bus-ed 88 to amk, and trained home.
BABY! thanks for everything. i had a great time today. I LOVE YOU! :D
PICS!! :]
on the bus to e-hub. (:
My Hand Story :x
our hands.
and...
AND FINALLY.......................................
YIPEEE! xDhahas. lols. =xx
BABY! at Streets Cafe. lols. that drink is nice. (:
mine! (: pork rib noodles.
Baby's! Chicken Chop Noodles.
BABY 'druming'. lols. dont kill me, cos i edited the 'man' pose. :p
YUCKS! =xx dipping donuts. hohoho!
THANKS BABY! for all you had done. my promises and etc, i mean it. i wont forget.it's me, the new born me. i love you forever.<333
and pple! thnks for viewing. tags pls? thnks. (: take cares all.
THE JOKE OF THE DAY:
me with ru-hua? xD
Friday, August 15, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
MY BABY! (: I Love Her!
anways, my blog is almost done. left with some links & final touch-ups, & it'll be ready! yay! hahas.
