done some thinking. ehh. maybe many thinking & thoughts. i'm far from expectation! i got to wake up. school's work, being a good son, a good bf. i had failed badly in those above. maybe i had done a bad job.
*thoughts* *thoughts* *reflections* *reflections*
and finally came up with an conclusion. i will want to change. a new resolution! (:
t-boy will be back, replacing the 'lousy' superboy. make made my mind, going to see that i will do my very best to changed within the quickest time.
resolutions; new me; new start. going to change for the best, the best i can be, for my studies, family, and most importantly, my love one, claris. (:
CLARIS: thinking back, i maybe had not been a wonderful bf at all. i'm sorry baby. going to 9 months with you, been thur many ups & downs, thick and thins. yet this has made me realised and learn many things. maybe i didnt shower you with many cares and loves in the process. i'm sorry. i kinda nelgect you at times. i'm sorry to make you suffer when you're with me. making you upset. D: but thru those days, i really knows what i wants. many wants in life, yet none of them can be compared to a need i want. thats you. (: dont rewind back the past, but think for the futrue. hands-in-hands, walking down the road ahead. :D i ♥ you claris pang!
hahas. wow. lidong so........... eeeeyer. lols. romantic? hohoho. sometimes, must say out your feelings, let your loved ones know. they will be surprised, and touched. but if they are happy, so why not take the extra step, just for them? hahas.
many unpleasants things will happen. tides will be here. storms will be there. but if you have the determination to hold on, clear the path ahead, rainbow will de shone after it. no one's is perfect, no one wants to hurt or do something which is wrong. but at certain times, you yourself also couldnt control, at under this desire, you may made a mistake. but why not forgive and forget? hating someone, is so tiring. so why not just try to f&f? i believes things will be fine. dont think too much, just let the matter rest. believes strongly in the person, dont give up any hopes, and she/he will turn over a new leaf. maybe one day, the person really do changes? times, it will takes, but no worries. chances are meant to be given. i'm willing to give you many many chances. cause i believes, one day, you will wake up, and realised what you want. i'll be your pile of strength, to walk down this path with you.
